Who I've Become

See I don't wanna waste my time
And I know I don't need loose lies and luck
But I kinda wanna take my time
Because I don't wanna be who I've become
Who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've
Who I've become
Who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've
Who I've become

I ain't bout to let nobody down, but I ain't gonna make nobody proud
I been wandering around over three decades, you would think I would know by know
How to be mature, how to be above average, how to speak words, how to feel enough magic
How to a person, keeping up, catching up, but
I'm about to wake up, pushing up my pace I'm
Talking bout my age, I don't worry bout no makeup
I don't got no face and I'm a product of my pain, numb
Bottled up my rage, and then I bought another pay cut, ugh
But it ain't nothing, say something, I feel like I've failed and I ain't bluffing
I feel fucking nameless, erased, and I wanna be okay, but I'm made up, fake fuck
I promise I'm sorry for all of this, my falling facade of apologies
This on again off again awkwardness, is awful but part of my confidence
My competence or my incompetence? To be honest I'm bored with a lot of this
I'm floored by obvious, sorta preposterous, swore I'm annoying, that's all this is

See I don't wanna waste my time
And I know I don't need loose lies and luck
But I kinda wanna take my time
Because I don't wanna be who I've become
Who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've
Who I've become
Who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've
Who I've become

I know I'm not gonna find a better role, like I'm a pathetic oaf
My mind needs some medical, I find me regrettable
Pause, I don't wanna be this same old Sauce, I don't wanna heed this age old cause
I don't wanna be what I see when I'm seeing myself in the mirror, that same old loss
Got nowhere to be, no path, don't go, got no way to breathe, don't ask don't know
Bout this half assed asthma, wheezing slow, got me passed out, ask how I be so old
Me so lonely, me so listless, me so phony, me so misfit
Me so bony, freakshow fitness, we don't know me, we don't get this
So I tend to be an enemy of friends of me, I wonder why they stay, stick around, don't split
I guess I keep it everything I'm meant to be, but I'm fucking tired, ancient, so about those sins
How've those been? Cuz we all can't solve or absolve those things
We all can't walk so we all go limp, all my thoughts so wrong, so appalled, don't think

See I don't wanna waste my time
And I know I don't need loose lies and luck
But I kinda wanna take my time
Because I don't wanna be who I've become
Who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've
Who I've become
Who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've
Who I've become

See I don't wanna waste my time
And I know I don't need loose lies and luck
But I kinda wanna take my time
Because I don't wanna be who I've become

See I don't wanna waste my time
And I know I don't need loose lies and luck
But I kinda wanna take my time
Because I don't wanna be who I've become
Who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've
Who I've become
Who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've, who I've
Who I've become