As Good As It Gets

I want to find my own way
But I stay right here
I don't think I can call it
Anything but fear
I choose the devil I know
Over a mystery
It could be heaven out there
But I may never see

Because
I don't know who I am and
I don't know what I want
My dreams are burning in me
Turned into ghosts that haunt
What will finally make me happy?
I haven't found it yet
What if this life I'm living
Is as good as it gets?

Another daylight darkens
Painting the sky
Creating beauty for us
Never asking why
It does not seek opinions
Or care if you see
I take a lesson from it
Of what we're meant to be

But still...
I don't know who I am and
I don't know what I want
My dreams are burning in me
Turned into ghosts that haunt
What will finally make me happy?
I haven't found it yet
What if this life I'm living
Is as good as it gets?

Thinking back over the time
I can remember the way you looked at me
Such vivid feelings linger in my memory
Haunting vacations from this
Mundane misery
I miss knowing where I wanted to be

I feel this emptiness now
In everything I do
Nothing has been the same
Since I lost you

'Cause I don't know who I am and
I don't know what I need
My dreams won't let me stagnate
Screaming 'til my heart bleeds
What will finally make me happy?
I guess it wasn't you
I'll just keep fighting myself
'Til I know what to do



Credits
Writer(s): Rob Johnson
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