So Close

It's still the same old play the game go
How the ring go round and lead me to the same goal
Same soul but I ain't the same man I was
Im becoming something better than the nothing I was
Now when i was a youngin I was something impressed
I'm not a hundred percent but I remember the depth
It isnt just an obsession it's much more
My soul my blood my direction (It's all yours)
I never imagined for a minute or moment I'd give up as much as I did
It's still sittin and hanging over my head and my shoulder
I'm nowhere near exploding like a nice yet and I know it
But down the road i know you'll hear the explosion like
No matter what it is I do
I'm fitting to find my final view a
Time like no other where I'm running on air
I'm still a few bucks
Short on what I need to become relevant bc belong
Play to the beat all day
Whatever they still gunna get my name wrong
Always say I hate to break it to ya you're a loser
No one wants you no one needs you
Might as well just pick a different route to elude to
Manoeuvre into something that suits ya you're nothing
I'm living the same as if I went to their assumptions but now
(One day some day I'll say it's the day
But today is another day I'm getting lost in the shade
And she say
Don't worry I
I know we are
So close to the
So close to the
I know we are so close to the edge
I gotta say every time I'm wandering here I wonder when there's no fear
Baby oh maybe then)

I lose control
When I'm on the road
It's the life I chose
The only one i know
Even though I can't turn back the page
I can understand there's better days
That I've been told
But I don't know

I've been getting told this person by person
You wanna work it then you're working
Every day every night and never sleep until the sun is resurfacing
Burgling the moments you never had
He'll of a time no to very bad
(You can do it)
Yes I can be smarter
(Or be stupid)
It's a way funner
But I kinda knew it wasn't what I should be doing
Who is in music and never been stupid
You gotta tell me help me really
I don't give a (What) silly

(Wait a minute what have I done
I'm going on to fast to bask in the moments I've run
Don't worry I
I know we are
So close to the
So close to the
I know we are so close to the edge
I gotta say every time I'm wandering here I wonder when there's no fear
Baby oh maybe then)

I lose control
When I'm on the road
It's the life I chose
The only one i know
Even though I can't turn back the page
I can understand there's better days
That I've been told
But I don't know

And all I do is hope for the time when I can pull this life together
If that moneys all I wanted I coulda picked dough
Endeavours seem to come and go
But it's how you take those throws at you
From the way you talk to the pace you go
Walking down that road you choose
(Huh)
Hope for the best expect the worst case
Accept at first in a race you might not take that lead til your face go green
And you hate your dream
But I never even seen first place yet
I know I'm close to the paved edge
I won't let go rather play dead (Pray when)
Everything is ready I can say (Amen)

(I know we are so so
So close to the
Don't worry I
I know we are
So close to the
So close to the
I know we are so close to the edge
I gotta say every time I'm wandering here I wonder when there's no fear
Baby oh maybe then)

They come (They come)
And they go (And they go)
But all I need is my moment to shine
I'm steady losing my mind when I feel this
I know where I'm going and I know where I came from
Sitting out here on the side of lane
I gotta say this ain't the way I had imagined it
On the road and one day I'm gunna lose control