2 SOON

How do I undo what I did?
Maybe I was going too fast
Desperate for someone to love me
I just don't wanna be last
Some people are calling me crazy
Other people call me insane
Tryna find love isn't easy
I'm just tryna break this chain

I was vulnerable but then I found you
I just jumped in too soon
I jumped in too soon for you
I thought I loved you
You immune to everything I give to you
Jumped too fast too soon for you
I wanted to give my love early, made me think I wasn't worthy
Damaged through and through from you
Incomplete and desperate, my mind the exit

I feel like I'm torturing myself for no reason at all
Poking at my heart until it bleeds with affection, don't care how small
Somebody needs to say I love you just to have self-esteem
Maybe it's in the genetics, epiphany in my dreams
So why aren't you living up to what you said initially?
I thought you were being walled up, but instead, you're just downright mean
Are all people really like this? Or is it just in my head?
Inside I'm just filled with innocence, but on the outside, I'm barely 18

I was vulnerable but then I found you
I just jumped in too soon
I jumped in too soon for you
I thought I loved you
You immune to everything I give to you
Jumped too fast too soon for you
I wanted to give my love early, made me think I wasn't worthy
Damaged through and through from you
Incomplete and desperate, my mind the exit

My mind the exit

All you did was take advantage of me
(You were all I could see)
(Like God almighty)
When you were done you threw me out like chickpeas
(Like bags in the wind)
(That's what Katy did)
All you did was take advantage of me
(You were all I could see)
(Like God almighty)
When you were done you threw me out like chickpeas
(Like bags in the wind)
(That's what Katy did)

I loved you when I didn't love myself
I loved you when I didn't love myself