Compliments To You

June 19th it was a regular morning fresh off the wake up
I'm staring at you putting on your make up
Idolizing your make up but something was off
I couldn't call it the energy was different on the lay up
I felt it in my bones that something was going on
But I was talking to myself saying chill homie you wrong
Fast forward to conversation listening to tone
You was staring through my soul while holding on to your phone
Years in this game you told me you ready to throw it all away
I said some things out of anger I couldn't make you stay
From that day I had a chip on my shoulder
Ready to snap because the shit about the size of a bolder
Heart colder I need a different lens
I lost the rest of my drive I needed a different Benz
Flying on i95 I started to question friends
I put my life on the line dying to make amends
Then I spotted a trend I'm far from perfect painted verses made you the villain
Poured out my demons on instruments and labeled them feelings
Told half the story when it came to it
Moving on some famous shit projecting everything but who you laying with
You was never supposed to be a fling
I was never supposed to watch you on the gram and see you do your thing
Too many thoughts inside my brain that I can't explain
You got a new edition but truly I couldn't stand the rain
I tried to dig deep and lost it for a minute
Life inside my head began to haunt me when I'm in it
Not because I'm stuck on you but more for how it ended
Eternity together only felt like the beginning
But uh needless to say that I'm great
Making me switch gears is what I needed today
Fell on my face until I started tryna lead in the race
Hopped off the plane without a parachute and floated in faith
Allah got me king at heart with a God's body
Son of man with a plan to show what the world taught me
Time can't define shit in this life
And everything is yours when your energy's right
My head up point guard flash in the lane
No moral victories I bask in the pain
I'm tryna hulk up the bulk of all the memories I have are insane
Couldn't pacify you so all my efforts happened in vain
Now I'm looking for therapy and my pen broke
Urkel in the flesh how I'm fucking up and my wins low
Now I'm on timing like the tempo
Bound to get it back I heard they wanted me dead I missed the memo
Liberated from self as I move forward I elevate
Heighten ever inch of being I tend to levitate
Mind over matter I manifest when I meditate
Juneteenth 2020 made me a forever great



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Writer(s): Andre Brooks
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