My Year
Looking at my life from the other side
So many times God save me when I could of died
So many times I told the truth when I could of lied
So many nights I felt like crying but kept my head high
So many people did me wrong cuz they said I changed
But I just saw the bigger picture and what was to gain
And I remember being up and then me falling down
My friends disappeared by family always stayed around
When I was going through the struggle battling drugs and demons
Hearing voices in my head thinking somebody screaming
Tryna wake myself up cuz I thought I was dreaming
Seeing things that wasn't there tryna find a meaning
With so much coke up in my blood I almost stopped breathing
Til I went and got help was working on myself but couldn't stop feening
Til the day I caught that charge and I went to jail
I got to see that sober me I used to know well
The one who was about his money but now I dont sell
But you can tell by my aura that I done seen money
And I done been through a lot and even lost money
Reminiscing on them times when I used to talk funny
But somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight of my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Lately I been going through somethings I notice how people change
Years ago I did somethings for you now you dont know my name
Ever since I caught that case people dont look at me the same
They think I lost my mind but how when I still got my brain
I remember days I was hearing voices and seeing things
You dont know the half yet talk about me but cant feel my pain
Ever been so low til where the ground dont even feel the same
Ever seen lights up in the woods thought it was aliens
Vampires zombies but to you it wasn't making sense
Having premonitions and visions of when the dead walk
Everything I saw is coming true but now im scared to talk
Id tell you what the future gone be like but you'd be scared of dark
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
And I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Have you ever spent a night inside a rehab center
Have you ever been to jail and had to eat cold dinners
Have you ever felt like you was missing parts of life
So you started selling white thinking it could change your life
Then you noticed karma came around and almost took your life
But you picked the Bible up could barely talk but you could write
Writing music was a blessing cuz it brought me back to life
Theres so much I want to say but they might kill me if I might
Have you ever went to sleep and had nightmares everynight
You noticed what you premonized became a part of life
Theres not much that I can say but its too much for me to write
And I prayed for the world im that boy who saved life
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
So many times God save me when I could of died
So many times I told the truth when I could of lied
So many nights I felt like crying but kept my head high
So many people did me wrong cuz they said I changed
But I just saw the bigger picture and what was to gain
And I remember being up and then me falling down
My friends disappeared by family always stayed around
When I was going through the struggle battling drugs and demons
Hearing voices in my head thinking somebody screaming
Tryna wake myself up cuz I thought I was dreaming
Seeing things that wasn't there tryna find a meaning
With so much coke up in my blood I almost stopped breathing
Til I went and got help was working on myself but couldn't stop feening
Til the day I caught that charge and I went to jail
I got to see that sober me I used to know well
The one who was about his money but now I dont sell
But you can tell by my aura that I done seen money
And I done been through a lot and even lost money
Reminiscing on them times when I used to talk funny
But somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight of my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Lately I been going through somethings I notice how people change
Years ago I did somethings for you now you dont know my name
Ever since I caught that case people dont look at me the same
They think I lost my mind but how when I still got my brain
I remember days I was hearing voices and seeing things
You dont know the half yet talk about me but cant feel my pain
Ever been so low til where the ground dont even feel the same
Ever seen lights up in the woods thought it was aliens
Vampires zombies but to you it wasn't making sense
Having premonitions and visions of when the dead walk
Everything I saw is coming true but now im scared to talk
Id tell you what the future gone be like but you'd be scared of dark
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
And I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
Have you ever spent a night inside a rehab center
Have you ever been to jail and had to eat cold dinners
Have you ever felt like you was missing parts of life
So you started selling white thinking it could change your life
Then you noticed karma came around and almost took your life
But you picked the Bible up could barely talk but you could write
Writing music was a blessing cuz it brought me back to life
Theres so much I want to say but they might kill me if I might
Have you ever went to sleep and had nightmares everynight
You noticed what you premonized became a part of life
Theres not much that I can say but its too much for me to write
And I prayed for the world im that boy who saved life
Cuz somethings change and somethings dont
Some people change but I know I wont
I been fighting so long to get this weight off my shoulder
Cuz somethings change
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Writer(s): Calvin Murray Jr
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