Nightmares

This battle rages as I flip the pages
Finding rage inside the courses of my life
Fear awakens as my courage is shaken
Will I ever make it through the maze in my mind

I don't think you realize what's happening
All I see is mirrors laughing back at me
Doubting all I think that I could ever be
Kicking as I reach for my own sanity

I've seen it in my nightmares
It's alive inside my head
Killing me from the inside
My grave is now my bed

I'm bleeding out in my mind
You've woke what's in my head
Will I now sleep forever
As I dream of my own death

Never fear I'll just keep all to myself
Don't worry I won't hurt nobody else
Do you wonder what goes on inside my head
Me too
Now we know why inside I'm dead

The comprehension of my mental state
It doesn't matter for me cuz it's too late
Drowning in a whirlpool of self loathing
It's dragging me down I can't stop puking

Suffering is merely my mortal state
I'm dying inside and wish I could change
Foresight in the distance not reliable
Its burning pages of my worthless fables

I've seen it in my nightmares
It's alive inside my head
Killing me from the inside
My grave is now my bed

I'm bleeding out in my mind
You've woke what's in my head
Will I now sleep forever
As I dream of my own death

My blues eyes are fading
Lifeless but I can still see
My heart has a hole that's missing
It must be too late for me
I look beyond the distance
An old man is all I can see
Where has he been
What has he done
He looks a lot like me

I've seen it in my nightmares
It's alive inside my head
Killing me from the inside
My grave is now my bed

I've seen it in my nightmares
It's alive inside my head
Killing me from the inside
My grave is now my bed

I'm bleeding out in my mind
You've woke what's in my head
Will I now sleep forever
As I dream of my own death