better like this

I lost authority on my mind once again
Tell me, help me i can't see the right path in my head
I have to get on board right now
I need you to help me out

Aesthetics more important than my route
I care only of what they think about me
I have a big issue with superiority
And you would by help taking off that vanity

You ain't gonna take me seriously
You should know that hurts obviously
But maybe you don't care
And it's better like this
But maybe you don't care
And it's better like this

My confusion is as deep space
I don't get it
Maybe i didn't have enough pace
Our lock seemed moonlit
And then you took it off with our split

Laughter and memories are the problem
Suicide is just a shitty option
Do u need help to blossom?
First step is to stop hopin

You ain't gonna take me seriously
You should know that hurts obviously
But maybe you don't care
And it's better like this
But maybe you don't care
And it's better like this

Sometimes i just wanna go in a black hole
I'm gonna give y'all some therapy
But first i have to help myself
I have to regain control
Of what i lost already with my fall
Self esteem, self love and my soul
I still haven't bet that enemy
But you don't need to feel bad for me