Dear Home (The Blue June Letters, Pt. 1)

Dear home,
I've done messed up again
Well, I can't find my way
To anywhere I've been
Oh no, I can't tell what's right, or wrong
All I know to do
Is write this letter home, to you

Dear home,
I've dug another hole
Well, I'm the one to blame
For the innocence I stole
Oh no, I can't tell how much I've grown
I just need some way
To get my heart back home, to you

Dear home,
My heart is black and blue
Regret throws a punch
Every time I think of you

Oh no!
God, what have I done?
My mind melts away
Just like the evening sun,
Blue June

I have seen the monsters on the thirteenth floor
Their shadows dancing underneath the door
If I laugh too loud, will they hear me?

I have seen the hat-box ghost of days gone by
He lives with me, inside my mind
If I tell him no will he haunt me?

I have felt the demon walking by my side
Points out the places where I could hide
If I play the game will he find me?

I have felt the vampire with her teeth so sharp
Sucking the life from my broken heart
If I tell her yes will she love me?

I heard of a star-man from the big, black sky
He tried to get to mars, but flew too high
If I try the same, will it kill me?

I heard there's a place for me, beyond the stars
Hey preacher man, will they accept my scars?
Is there someone there who can save me?
Is there someone there who can save me?

Save me.