Introspection

Paranoia
I'm stuck in an endless maze
Insomnia
Falling asleep I can't take
I'm on an endless mission
Of self destruction
I'm blessed to be cursed
Damned to this hell
Isolated
To the walls that surrounds
Premeditated
I'm violated
To the thoughts in my head that prevail
Ignorance is bliss
As you can tell

There's these dark days looming over my head
Blacked out walls that paint backgrounds red
There's these demons hiding under my bed
And I'm looking forward towards my end
There's these dark day looming over my head
Voices that scream "I'm better off dead"
There's these demons looking to be fed
And all I wanted was a friend!

Incriminated
By the ones I once loved
Outdated
To the world I've become
I'm on an endless mission of giving up
And I think I finally know I'm out of luck
Forsaken
To a world I walk alone
Devastated
It's complicated
I don't even remember where I go
Full body failure?
Or Overdose?

There's these dark days looming over my head
Blacked out walls that paint backgrounds red
There's these demons hiding under my bed
And I'm looking forward towards my end
There's these dark day looming over my head
Voices that scream "I'm better off dead"
There's these demons looking to be fed
And all I wanted was a friend!

You know I never thought I would end up here
To self loathe was to persevere
I never thought my thoughts would be this strong
Sad to say they are wrong!

There's these happy days coming to my head
Running free through everything that's been said
Taking chances for my happy life
And another day is taking it one at a time
There's these happy days coming to my mind
Voices that sing me lullabies
And I'm going with one more silent night
And I promise no more goodbyes!



Credits
Writer(s): Nickolas Mckinley
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