RUSSIAN ROULETTE

I was born a rare breed and knew my type was endangered
I'm gravitating towards anything that involves any danger
I took the trauma that I had and flipped that shit like a gainer
'Cause growing up I wasn't nurtured now it's part of my nature
I had these people all around me say they fucking embarrassed
'Cause I was chasing what I thought was in store like an errand
It's evident you envy, you acting out, it's apparent
You got a problem bring it to my manager like you Karen
I'm saying

Everything that makes me feel alive
Comes back to haunt me I'm slowly committing suicide
There's no way I can avoid it
I've got 50,000 choices
All of them end with the same thing
So I guess I'll pick my poison
I'm standing on the edge
Playing Russian Roulette
Pulling the trigger myself
Hoping it ain't my last breath
'Cause I'd take far too many regrets

I ain't scared to run it, you can load up the clip
Fill it up with every round, I'll put it to my head and I'll click
Even if it's pointblank and I shoot that shit, It's still gonna miss
I'll bite that bullet, giving that plot some entertainment and twist
I always took myself directions that ain't scared to resist
Taking the easy ways a route for somebody that's a bitch
I live my life in ways that when it's done and I reminisce
And death is knocking at my door I'll just greet her with a kiss and with bliss

Everything that makes me feel alive
Comes back to haunt me I'm slowly committing suicide
There's no way I can avoid it
I've got 50,000 choices
All of them end with the same thing
So I guess I'll pick my poison
I'm standing on the edge
Playing Russian Roulette
Pulling the trigger myself
Hoping it ain't my last breath
'Cause I'd take far too many regrets



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Oakes, Andrew Migliore
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