Stitches

I've got these stitches in my skin
I've got these threads under my skin

It never heals
It coils and burns

People get theirs out
When's it my turn

I'm injured I've been for a long time
I look down so you can't see the pain in my eyes

Don't stitches work
I thought they would help

But things are worse
I still hate myself

I still look in the mirror
And I want to break it

Give me an Oscar
My acting's amazing

I can tell you I'm fine
My smile is loud

Deep down inside
I want to blow my brains out

I've got these stitches in my skin
I've got these threads under my skin

It never heals
It coils and burns

People get theirs out
When's it my turn

You know I thought women would help
A pretty girl to help me forget myself

Because the fact is
I think I'm worthless

And I use women
For validation

It's a lie I tell myself everyday
God give me a woman and I'll be okay

Turn me into a man I'll be okay
God why don't you just kill me and I'll be okay

I've got these stitches in my skin (Stitches)
I've got these threads under my skin (Stitches)

It never heals
It coils and burns

People get theirs out
When's it my turn

I've got these stitches in my skin (Stitches)
I've got these threads under my skin (Stitches)

It never heals
It coils and burns

People get theirs out
When's it my turn

Man, who am I kidding
I don't have stitches

I've got Morgellons
It's a painful disease

Nobody knows about
So what am I supposed to do now

The question isn't
How I got it though
It's how do I lose it

And I haven't done a thing
I haven't cared to stop It

I'll just follow girls on Instagram
Yeah that'll solve it

Am I fixed now