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I'm falling, I'm falling, I slip and I slide
Going too fast, yeah I'm losing my mind
For real I'm insane, yeah I'm lost till you fine
For real, am I crazy, my hearts in a bind
Falling too quick now my souls getting cold
I hate you, I hate you, cause you know that your gold
Take on the world, got no hand to hold
I'm going, just growing until I turn old
Not ready to die,yeah all life has a reason
Hold my head up even if it stay bleeding
Tryna move on, I got no time for feeling
Lost in the hate but you know that I'm dealing
People be watching they know that I'm scheming
Look up to the sky, yeah hope I'm not dreaming
Fill up my cup, yeah stuck here, I'm leaning
Need my fix up, you know that I'm feening

Small circles when they see my eyes
I open up and they too surprised
Im falling falling, then i slip inside
Inside my head, and then i die

Yeah, What they say to me?
Yeah, what they see in me?
I don't know, the last time I answer
What I know is that I'm Living cancer

I walked in the room just so I could get flexed on
I never got on stage to see what the rest for
Hold back my emotion to see I'm depressed more
No wait hold on better wait for the next song

Bobby told me to work hard every single day
And mother told me not to care about what they say
Sorry not sorry I don't care about the hate
And now I'm really missing it I'm standing at the gate
Bobby told me not to have any doubt
And mother told me not to cry and not to pout
Sorry not sorry couldn't care about the clout
And now I'm really hating it I wanna scream and shout

Brain going i got read receipts
It only matters what they think of me
Feel like i'm doing surgery
Ignored til someone uses me
I wanna say shout out to all of the doubters
If it wasn't for me some of y'all would be prouder
Most of y'all should be calling me savior
If it wasn't for me none of y'all would even be here!

Middle Child was the shit
Recognition is what i miss
The only thing is that i wish
For another friend to notice this

A, flow change and now i'm sober
D, it gets better once you're older
H, couldn't stop and now it's over
D, to me it was not a disorder

Got them days like this and them nights i know i'm gon' regret
Floating through this life like the smoke from a cigarette
I could be the romeo if i found a Juliette
Felt like i was winning now posted like a silhouette

Bobby told me to work hard every single day
And mother told me not to care about what they say
Sorry not sorry I don't care about the hate
And now I'm really missing it I'm standing at the gate

Bobby told me not to have any doubt
And mother told me not to cry and not to pout
Sorry not sorry couldn't care about the clout
And now I'm really hating it I wanna scream and shout