Paranoid AF

Remember when I use to pray
That I'd be six five
Now I'm praying twenty two because I'm terrified
If I make out the city will I be alive
Cause I can make it out
And blow up and die
Then they'll really play my music
But I'd feel like a side
By my side
Nobody talk to the police
It ain't no trust in this life
What's a snake in disguise
When they telling straight lies

Keep the BB by my bed
So I don't kill none
They won't kill me
Because they know I got a real one
Every job I had
I always had to steal sum
They ain't know my history
Felt like a pilgrim
I ain't have no point to piss on
Had to build one
I'd be lying if told you I ain't steal some
High school sweetheart almost left me
That's a real one
Rather be dead
If she don't have my children

Ohhh
This life
This life
This life
I'm so terrified
Getting so paranoid paranoid
Everyone living fake lives
Is it life is it disguised
I still don't know why

Save yourself
Before you save the kids
I can't do that
Because that's not just what my momma did
Do I gotta keep the burner
Not for me but for my kids
Then I'll take you out the world
But that ain't how I wanna do it
That is not my job
I ain't really wanna do It
But it's not my fault
That cop he really wanna kill me
And it's not my fault

No it's not at all
It take more than 3 shots
To kill Tre-Ball
Ball ball
All I wanted was to ball
Make a big impact
Who woulda known that nine M
Would make straight contact
They said I was guilty
They have no context
Them hoes check my phone
Have no contacts
Back back back back
That's what he told em
Shot her dead eight times
Murder he wrote em
Murder she wrote em
Yea yea