not exactly happy.

Vision
Um, okay so
This song is about
I don't even know, like
How I've been feeling lately
Haha
That sounds so stupid
It's like
I'm not sad
But, I'm not like happy either
I'm just kinda like
I don't know
Indifferent
About everything
But it's a good thing, I think
I hope you like it

As of late
I can't feel a thing
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
If that's a bad thing
But as of late
I don't know what I'm feelin'
But this feelin' isn't happy
Not exactly

All this hurt, around me
Can't relate cause
I don't feel no pain
Nothing at all
I let these words
Surround me, can't complain
Cause I just feel the same
It's like nothing is wrong

As of late
I can't feel a thing
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
If that's a bad thing
But as of late
I don't know what I'm feelin'
But this feelin' isn't happy
Not exactly

Look, this is raw instincts
I haven't thought it out
I barely feel at all
But I don't block it out
I'm indifferent often
And they all could tell
That my heart is cold
It needs thawin' out
Nothin' phases me
Sometimes I wish it may
I get so frustrated that I don't feel pain
Maybe I'm insane
Cause how I was raised
But to be honest
Wouldn't want it any other way
My mind goes in circles like a figure eight
You in a different rink
And wearin' different skates
We are not the same
See my hands are filthy
And you're worried 'bout lookin' at a dirty sink
I'm from a place where they all so fake
Won't even peep your lines until you offer bait
But don't bother, can't alter my conscious state
And now I'm gone and it's all to late

As of late
I can't feel a thing
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
If that's a bad thing
But as of late
I don't know what I'm feelin'
But this feelin' isn't happy
Not exactly

All this hurt, around me
Can't relate cause
I don't feel no pain
Nothing at all
I let these words
Surround me, can't complain
Cause I just feel the same
It's like nothing is wrong

As of late
I can't feel a thing
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
If that's a bad thing
But as of late
I don't know what I'm feelin'
But this feelin' isn't happy
Not exactly

Haha
So yeah
Um, that's pretty much it
That's how I feel
Kinda
I hope some of y'all can relate to that
Thank you for listening



Credits
Writer(s): Tyler Ballaro
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