Sleep Deprivation

I keep a plastic baggy in my closet for when I'm feeling lonely
Or tired, angry, sad, or confused
Or even on those rare days when I feel happy
I make sure to get my refill every time it's been used

It's with me till the end
It's my only friend who's got my back, no questions asked
I know I'll be alright as long as it lasts
Long enough to get me through the day till I crash
It's got a special way of talking to the ladies
It helps me realize I'm not going crazy
My friends are out to get me, I knew it from the start
They've implanted a tracker in my beating heart

And I don't feel ok
Same as yesterday
Or was that today?
It feels all the same
Days all run together in a sleep deprived brain

I haven't brushed my teeth in a month or more
It doesn't like it when I clean them, it's such a chore
I don't really mind, It's not like I eat much anyways
Just a pack of cigarettes and a can of taurine for the day
I seem to have left my heart back in 2010
Thinking back it's hard to figure out when
Was the last time I laughed so hard that I cried
I think this plastic baggy will be with me till I die

And I don't feel ok
Same as yesterday
Or was that today?
It feels all the same
Days all run together in a sleep deprived brain