My Intents

This is why I don't stay back (yeah, I know this maybe hard for you)
My urges always get back
My intents are to kill you (Especially if
You have some kind of personality disorder)
I know you're gonna hate that
But you know I will do it (Sometimes you might just wanna quit)
No witness, I can't screw it
(Sometimes you might just wanna hold on to it)
Torture your soul and let go (Must be hard to let go)
now you know who is Sujit (guess I'm going through same)

How can I quit this when this is only escape
This is my therapy the music that I make
Even when I'm Depressed, it helps me through the stress
Only time I'm off of this when I'm taking a break
I love this though even though I made it outta hate
Became a schizo, didn't knew About my fate
Our fate that caused huge amount of mess
Killed people on my way, and left Without a trace
I know this murder scene is All up in my head
I remember the ladies that I Brought up in my shed
Had feelings for them that I Caught up in my way
Wanted to leave me so I Shot 'em and they bled
No feelings for anyone now they departed
Marshall tried to save them but they weak hearted
Because I'm the fire that shady's started
I'm Bout to burn some people, that stayed retarded

This is why I don't stay back
My urges always get back
My intents are to kill you
I know you're gonna hate that
But you know I will do it
No witness, I can't screw it
Torture your soul and let go
Now you know who is Sujit

Who am I? A Rapper who probably didn't make it
That's why the hunger is more and I can not fake it
Every chance that I get man I gotta take it
Any problem coming at me now I gotta face it.
Can't make excuses, I gotta make moves
Demons coming at me, I gotta get through
What king? if I don't live by my own rules
Can't keep bad company, gotta cut off all the fools
I Can't keep crying over hoe that left me
I don't care about how much others detest me
I'll never expect others to accept me
No one can save my life no one except me
Now that I got this spirit, no one can best me
Power through these lyrics, these critics can't face me
Anybody got that courage, come and test me
Unleashed the beast you need cops to arrest me
This is my life that I tried to expound
King of negativity, I didn't need a crown
I'm an outcast no one wants me in their town
I know too much life they wanna knock me to the ground
I'm not the type of guy, that'll ever stay down
Will always rise up, ready for next round
I'm a wolf a survivor, not regular hound
This is my revival, my true self that I found

This is why I don't stay back
My urges always get back
My intents are to kill you
I know you're gonna hate that
But you know I will do it
No witness, I can't screw it
Torture your soul and let go
Now you know who is Sujit

3 years of failure, I'm awaiting new life
This year I tell ya, I'm reaching new heights
Sincere I say yeah, I've been wrong in few fights
This fear will kill ya, gotta say it on the mic.
I'm leaving past behind and I'm moving on
Forgiving all the people, if they been doing wrong
Learning from mistakes, expressing through the songs
But intent to kill through pen will never be gone
Known for bodies in bars, the way my songs speak
What about these instincts that I'm born with
Rapping to be the best me, so I am on this
Even if i retire I'll keep killing like john wick
Nothing personal anymore, I'm on my own track
Minding own business, just me and my own stash
Handling responsibilities, prefer to do that
But if ever needed, I'll always be back

This is why I don't stay back
My urges always get back
My intents are to kill you
I know you're gonna hate that
But you know I will do it
No witness, I can't screw it
Torture your soul and let go
Now you know who is Sujit