Ad Hominem

It sifted the sand that was clogging my mind
The thing that you said when you said we have time
And maybe I won't mess this up
Maybe I will

And I still remember the hug right outside
I held on too tightly and then wondered why
I'd even come outside today
These people don't want me

I don't see what you mean
But I think that's fine with me
If I'm the man that I say I should stumble and laugh
But my gods are on fire and set to attack

I know if I asked you you'd say what you think
But thinking is harder when I have to pick
The hill that I'll die on
With how to respond

When I am bored sat all by myself
I still punch in some letters to be someone else
My own two feet don't let me stand
Without first thinking

I don't see what you mean
But I think that's fine with me
If I'm the man that I say then this should be a breeze
But it's hard to reckon things I'll never see

We're not the same, I'll say
Hope we don't go, hope we don't go, hope we don't go there
My wings are clipped, my mouth is sore
I am a bore, I am a bore, but you even more

I don't see what you mean
But I think that's fine with me
If I'm the man that I say it'll all be OK
But my life will depend on the next thing I say