Paradox
Do you ever just think back to things you've done and wonder
"I should apologize" but maybe they forgot and I don't
I don't wanna bring things up when it's me who's made it worse
And yeah, it hurts
But maybe I don't deserve
I don't deserve to feel this way
When I've also caused such pain
And it's alarming, I feel fake
And yet I don't know how to shake it
I'm constantly at war, I'm on the separate ends
And it's my lonely self between, but I can't see it
I'm a walking paradox
I'm too much but I'll never be enough
I'm a walking paradox
I don't know what it is or what I want
Such happy memories, they're joyous, filled with light and laughter
Warm and surrounding me, the kind that keeps you smiling after
But God even then I felt it, temporary, momentary
I just hoped we could avoid it
No matter what I do, I get in my own way, let's face it
Chasing happiness so desperately leads you astray and
I mess up, no matter what I do
And it's sad, but after all, I think I'll miss you
I'm a walking paradox
I'm too much but I'll never be enough
I'm a walking paradox
I don't know what it is or what I want
I'm a walking paradox
I'm too much but I'll never be enough
I'm a walking paradox
I don't know what it is or what I want
Why did I readily neglect the ones who cared about me
In favour of those who couldn't give a shit if I was happy
But now I know, the story's come to close
And I'm a better person now I'm here without you
I'm not even bitter, honestly, the truth is I am thankful
You've helped me become a better me, a stronger individual
And I've learned lessons, in ways I'd rather not have
But I'm moving on
Yeah I'm going on, oh
I'm going on, on, oh
Oooh, oooh
"I should apologize" but maybe they forgot and I don't
I don't wanna bring things up when it's me who's made it worse
And yeah, it hurts
But maybe I don't deserve
I don't deserve to feel this way
When I've also caused such pain
And it's alarming, I feel fake
And yet I don't know how to shake it
I'm constantly at war, I'm on the separate ends
And it's my lonely self between, but I can't see it
I'm a walking paradox
I'm too much but I'll never be enough
I'm a walking paradox
I don't know what it is or what I want
Such happy memories, they're joyous, filled with light and laughter
Warm and surrounding me, the kind that keeps you smiling after
But God even then I felt it, temporary, momentary
I just hoped we could avoid it
No matter what I do, I get in my own way, let's face it
Chasing happiness so desperately leads you astray and
I mess up, no matter what I do
And it's sad, but after all, I think I'll miss you
I'm a walking paradox
I'm too much but I'll never be enough
I'm a walking paradox
I don't know what it is or what I want
I'm a walking paradox
I'm too much but I'll never be enough
I'm a walking paradox
I don't know what it is or what I want
Why did I readily neglect the ones who cared about me
In favour of those who couldn't give a shit if I was happy
But now I know, the story's come to close
And I'm a better person now I'm here without you
I'm not even bitter, honestly, the truth is I am thankful
You've helped me become a better me, a stronger individual
And I've learned lessons, in ways I'd rather not have
But I'm moving on
Yeah I'm going on, oh
I'm going on, on, oh
Oooh, oooh
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Writer(s): Bianca Taylor
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