Uncertain

I hope this not offensive
But it seems
When you're with me
You're defensive
You're pushing me away
Why you blocking every entrance
I try to fight for you
Your defense is so relentless
Just thought that I should mention
That I'm only seeking conversation
This is not a scam I'm not tryna get ya naked
I know that there are dude that be playing like they patient
That be slick making moves while acting like they waiting
If we got to be friends then lets be friends
And if you're not down for the kid then don't pretend
Life threw cheap shots and you took them to chin
I know that you been hurt but you took it like a champ
Everything you been through I'll never put you through again
You're hearts been bruised you're wearing it on your skin
You're leaving me confused so I'll ask you this again
Tell me you want a friend or a man

But still you're uncertain
I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm not why its not working
Stuck on you're past but we're not the same person
How we gone last if your past still hurting
Please look at me I'm different
Unpolished gold don't glisten
If you hear me I hope you listen
You're heart got a hole I fit in
But still you're uncertain

Is it cause your mom and pops
Had a bond that dropped
He stopped coming home a lot
Now this is something you don't know if you want or not
So you get to cold to every dude that try to warm that spot
Your heart is locked
The key is in the darkness lost
Now you get to close to a dude just call it off
The hardest part
Is trust but it hurts when lost
You miss out and its all your fault
Now am i Da1 for you
I pursued because i wan-ted you
Had a messed up past i know its haunting you
You're traumatized and its a part of you
Want to me show me love but its hard to do
Cause you put up walls
Don't want me to climb so you watch me fall
I try to burst through so you put up guards
Ask can i come in then you tell me nah
I'm willing to wait just don't know how long
I'm catching all the flak from those that done wrong
I'd hate for the day to be the day I'm gone
You look me in my face and I say so long
Cause I truly wanna stay now
I would never treat your heart like a play ground
Packing up so you open up the gates now
Ironic how you begging me to stay now (Crazy)

But still you're uncertain
I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm not why its not working
Stuck on you're past but we're not the same person
How we gone last if your past still hurting
Please look at me I'm different
Unpolished gold don't glisten
If you hear me I hope you listen
You're heart got a hole I fit in
But still you're uncertain

You want to open up, I know it takes time
But I been broke enough, I ain't tryna waste time
We could be friends, you ain't got to be mine
If you say its too hard we ain't got to keep trying
But please don't tell me I should fight
Please don't tell me if I want you I'd try
If I knew there was chance I'd fight every night
Write our names in the sky in the city of lights
Come on lets take a flight
And we ain't to got to come back
Foot rubs if you want it like that
So much passion just from eye contact
You could get it all just say I want that
I mean just like that
All you got to do is talk to me
They say love is a journey come and walk with me
I could never be your light if you're dark with me
I'm your bank its safe to invest your all in me
There when you call on me

But still you're uncertain
I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm not why its not working
Stuck on you're past but we're not the same person
How we gone last if your past still hurting
Please look at me I'm different
Unpolished gold don't glisten
If you hear me I hope you listen
You're heart got a hole I fit in
But still you're uncertain