I Try

I was in a headspace, wasn't easy for me
To hold you in my sight
You had much to say, I had much to drink
I was blinded by the light
So why do I try?
'Cause we took all the time
Oh why? Tell me why

'Cause now, don't you see me?
Standing alone in the cold and it's dark
You're playing with my heart
Back to your apartment
And nobody's home
I would've known that it would be this hard

The mistakes that I've made
It builds up with the shame
And it complicates my life
And I try to deny
Watch it fall from your eyes
And I complicate this love

Yeah, I try
Oh, I try
No, I try
Yeah, I try
I try

She said, "He's a little like you, you're a littlе like him
And I don't wanna have to choose bеtween my heart and my head"
So many words left unsaid
I'm a little like you, you're a little like me
I'm terrified 'cause maybe it's the end for me and him
But you taught me right

And I hope you see me
Standing alone in the cold, in the dark
You held me close that night
And it's a heavy feeling
To cover the holes of my heart
'Cause I can't fill him up inside

Oh, the mistakes that I've made
It builds up with the shame
And it complicates my life
And I try to deny
Watch it fall from your eyes
And I complicate this love

But I try
No, I try
Yeah, I try
Yeah, I try
I try

And I just wanna sit there and hold ya
Tell me how am I supposed to
Ooh and I try, I try, I try again
Tell me how am I supposed to fix it
When I'm terrified 'cause I, I

I was in a headspace, wasn't easy for me
To hold you in my sight
You had much to say, I had much to drink