Here's To You

I'm tired of fighting with myself
I'm tired of living in this living hell
I'm tired of convincing myself I'm not tired

I'm so cold
Someone activate these bones
Too weak to stand on my own
You need to get up shut up lose what you can't control

So here's to you
Here's to the broken lamp on the bedroom floor
When you had too much to think
Here's to you
All the afternoons with the curtains pulled removed
Dancing with the pain, here's to you

It's sick how its come to this
Broken pieces I can't fix
I'm sick of making myself so sick

I'm so lost
Someone rearrange these thoughts
If these walls could talk
They'd say get up get out keep your fingers crossed

So here's to you
Here's to the makeup stains on the sofa arm
Cause you had too much to feel
Here's to you
All of the miles pacing back and forth

The room
The long walks in your head, here's to you
I tell myself things I'd never say
To my worst enemy on my worst day
Oh Despite the pain
Of all the things that I can't change
Passing time endless rain
My Flooded eyes they wash away
But you I'd always keep the same

Here's to you
Oh the pressure building in my lungs
Who knew
That the air was weighted
Here's to you
Making amends and stitching up these wounds
Some things never change so
Here's to better days, here's to you