Torn

Cause every day it gets worse than the day before
Don't think my mind can really take this anymore
I took a pill and on my plate there's 20 more
I never thought that I would die but tonight I'm sure
Cause year it gets worse than the year before
And I don't think that I can take this anymore
A legend said that in ash is our purest form
I'll disappear from this world cause my mind is torn

I'm gonna leave tonight
When the time is right
I'm gonna end my life

Everybody always always say that I'm way too depressed
I've been living all alone with some shit on my chest
I got demons in my head and they fill it with dread
Sick of living like a victim and I'm feeling regret
Every day is the same I make too many mistakes
I'll crash car into a wall without hitting the breaks
I'm out of place in this world I ain't got what it takes
And now they feeding me meds feel like I'm a mistake

I've been living like a villian just to get through the day
Cause every day I get the feeling that I'm better away
Cause everyday struggle to keep all the razors away
Change the colour of ceiling from the aerial spray
Cause I've been living in pain and nothing will ever change
They say it's strange how much living makes me feel I'm insane
my mind is filling with rage I'm tryna turn the page
I'm concealing what I'm feeling till I fade away

Too many bills today I wanna kill today
The depressions creeping and all the skies are grey
I'm feeling stressed today I didn't prep to say
That it'd be the final time I smoke a spliff today
I would kill to say that I will be okay
I'd be lying through my teeth there's something wrong with me
Because living is to die and I don't wanna survive
I'll be leaving here tonight when the time is right

I'm gonna leave tonight
When the time is right
I'm gonna end my life
So I can drown it out

Cause every day it gets worse than the day before
Don't think my mind can really take this anymore
I took a pill and on my plate there's 20 more
I never thought that I would die but tonight I'm sure
Cause year it gets worse than the year before
And I don't think that I can take this anymore
A legend said that in ash is our purest form
I'll disappear from this world cause my mind is torn



Credits
Writer(s): Aleksander Juzwin
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