Old House

It's been a minute since i've seen you
But i gotta get away
Turn around and stay away
Nowadays I'm different cause of you
I'm through
I'm doing better nowadays
You're not in my way
Cause I don't need it no more
I can't believe the fucking state I had to see you in
You don't even need to tell me how you been doing
Couldn't look me in the face
That says it all
We barely talked but i could tell you've not been doing well
Look at you you barely walk
I grew up with you
When i cried you cried beside me
How'd you think i felt when i saw you
But you could hardly recognize me
My father knew this
He never wished to do this
But when my mama left it was so ruthless
And you were there to witness it all with me
Daddy tired to fix it but he
Couldn't find a way too blind to say that it was all too late
All the shit that we both been through
We had so much faith within you
Come to realize the one's you'd take a bullet for could kill you
But maybe I need therapy
Cause I could fucking barely
Walk myself right past you
And not feel so jealous someone's in you
I would've never thought we'd meet again
Speak again
I doubt that we can be again
But maybe it's for the best so we'll won't have to feel the pain repeat again
It's been a minute since i've seen you
But i gotta get away
Turn around and stay away
Nowadays I'm different cause of you
I'm through
I'm doing better nowadays
You're not in my way
Cause I don't need it no more
It's not your fault as much as it ain't mine
You heard my thoughts my screaming and my crying
Always felt the pain inside me when i said i'm fine
You always knew that this music thing has been my state of mind
We've seen Joanna crying loud
And Danii Walking out
Heard my parents talking loud
And saw the family falling out
So how the fuck was i expected to just go to school
Smile at every class picture thinking shit was cool
When it was not but i had no choice but to be back home
So i spoke my pain used my voice
Cause even silence didn't fill the void
I feel the tension on the family
Every time i mention you it's fucking with us mentally
Maybe i should stop get my head back to reality
And actually accept the fact that it was never meant to be
Sometimes i feel alone so i let my emotions wild
Get out my mind
Cause fast forward twenty four I'm still a broken child
I wish that i was different
It's been a minute since i've seen you
But i gotta get away
Turn around and stay away
Nowadays I'm different cause of you
I'm through
I'm doing better nowadays
You're not in my way
Cause I don't need it no more



Credits
Writer(s): Isaac Vassallo
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