I Hope

I'm alone
But I'm still never really on my own
I don't think I'll ever feel whole
Because I've lost that control

I try my best, give everything my all
But even then I'm always falling short
I keep an open mind just to get hurt
So close to an answer but it's gone

'Cause even after all this time I'm hurting
I feel like this but maybe I deserve it
I don't know why you stay 'cause I'm not worth it
You're just everything and I hope I can be enough

I'm fine
It's easier to say that than see what's happening inside my mind all the time
Just some days it's hard to disguise

I try my best but I don't know what for
'Cause every time I try I don't get far
I'm numb but my emotions they hit hard
Holding onto part of me that's gone

'Cause even after countless nights of crying
I pull myself together to survive this
I know you want me to just let you in
I'm trying
'Cause you deserve the world I just hope I can be enough
Still nothing matters when I'm dying
Now I just feel so cold and I can't stand it
But still I'm here fighting for nothing
Just want you to be happy and I hope I can be enough for you
For you
I just hope I'm enough



Credits
Writer(s): Isobel Wannell
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link