The Peanut Butter Song

I get all these thoughts that I choose to write down
Cause I am too scared to let them out
And I'm scared about what that means and
Why I let myself destroy my body

There are things I wish I said out loud
There are things I wish I said out loud
Or had the courage to talk about

I like to think I'm an open book
That you can talk about
But what if you read my story
And choose to walkout

There are things I wish I said out loud
There are things I wish I said out loud
Or things we would talk about

It's okay to be not okay
But It's not okay to hurt your self
There's a spoon full of sugar that calls my name
Maybe it's my medicine that'll help numb this pain
And there is an empty jar of peanut butter
With crumbs all around
That I ate with my eyes closed
Cause I couldn't put it down

There are things I wish I said out loud
There are things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud
Mmmmmmm

And there is an empty jar of peanut butter
With crumbs all around
That I ate with my eyes closed
Cause I couldn't put it down

There are things I wish I said out loud
There are things I wish I said out loud
There are things I wish I said
Out loud
There are things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud
Or things we would talk about

I have journals filled with words that I wish that I spoke
From the conversations that replay in my head
And I have torn out pages in every notebook
Of letters that went unsent

There are things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud
Or things that we would talk about

Ashes are scattered from what we choose to burn
Because we don't want to feel
What we've hidden from the world
And there's a blown-out candle
Smokes coming up
You breathe it in
But it isn't enough
So you go to the bathroom
To find your secret stash
Hidden behind the towels
That have a red splash

There are things I wish I said out loud
There are things I wish I said out loud
There are things I wish I said out loud
I said out loud
There are things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud
Or things that we would talk about
Talk about
Talk about
There are things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud
Or had the courage to talk about
There are things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud
Said out loud

There are things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud
Things I wish I said out loud

These are the things I wish I said out loud