addicted to your soft touch

I'm too bold yet neutral on occasions
Left behind, and it's brutal. I'm slow, chasing
Winter solstice, so cold, I need saving
From your grasp, I get stuck like every day
And

I got addicted to your soft touch
No fuss, till you switch it up, say it's not love
"I'm done" hear the phrase echo through the hallways
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape

Said you leaving, why you staying then?
You know I'm the only one working cuz I've been paying rent
Say I got no purpose, I'm worthless after the cadence ends
Who knows if I'll ever be worth it like, what's his name again?

Pray again; I'm hoping I don't ever lose you
Only sing the blues when the puddle hits my new shoes
Walking through a hurricane
Looking like a murder scene
You've been on a killing spree
I'm rushing through with urgency
(Okay just listen)
I don't think you meant to burden me
Looking back, I see how it was hurting me
And that never occurred to me
Until I took my stitches out and figured out
That all I needed was a bit of surgery

Don't forget that Hennessy will always fail your memory
Remember we were talking bout our lives atop the mezzanine
Eventually, we took it took to the bed and tried to set the scene
And then you disappeared without a trace
Call that 'Amelia tendencies.'

I'm too bold yet neutral on occasions
Left behind, and it's brutal. I'm slow, chasing
Winter solstice, so cold, I need saving
From your grasp, I get stuck like every day

And I got addicted to your soft touch
No fuss, till you switch it up, say it's not love
"I'm done" hear the phrase echo through the hallways
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape