Magma

You say I should be actin' like a lady
I don't really feel that "ladylike" lately
Can you blame me? Kinda feel like a beast ragin'
Been betrayed, been Pushed to the edge, I've been patient
That's an understatement, man the way I
Dealt with all this hatred, like a saint
I should have a halo over my head; I've been an angel
Everybody else, they would snapped and made 'em pay for it
Everybody get away with everything,
don't get bitter, get better then
Yeah, I get it man, easier said, it's irrelevant
Feelin' like I need a sedative, maybe sessions with the reverend
I don't even really know what I'm getting at
I just need to get it off my chest before I let it snap
Push aside my better half, give 'em a taste of they own medicine
I'ma make 'em take the whole bottle, that's a lot to swallow
Swimming or sinking? Swimming or sinking?
I think I could sink to they level
I have been treading in water forever
Nothing is making this seem any better
Daydreaming about the revenge I could get
I wonder if I'll feel any better?
Nah, forget it, it won't be effective
I'll get my aggression away with this pen and this paper

I'm magma, magma
Tell me what I'm supposed to do with all of this anger?
There's nowhere to hide when it's inside of you, ain't there?
And there's nowhere to run when you the one that's the danger
Made of magma, magma
Tell me what I'm supposed to do with all of this anger?
There's nowhere to hide when it's inside of you, ain't there?
And there's nowhere to run when you the one that's the danger
Made of magma

Why is this happening? Am I attracting it?
Everybody that I put my trust in throw it back at me
Blow up in my face and point and laugh at me
And I'm trying not to let it capture me, taint my personality
And I know there's gotta be peace in anarchy
And good people still left up in this humanity
I just haven't met any, 'course I have, everyone's a friend of me
A few bad seeds make an energy, and trust issues develop
And I can't choose to let it, I would refuse the headache
Believe me; you can bet I'd rather be cool and friendly
Then have this wall built up tall, to protect me
It's getting stupid heavy
What do I do to get me, back to my roots already?
When I was just a youth who still trusted many
I don't trust too many; I don't trust you too
What you tryna do? What you tryna get from me?

I'm magma, magma
Tell me what I'm supposed to do with all of this anger?
There's nowhere to hide when it's inside of you, ain't there?
And there's nowhere to run when you the one that's the danger
Made of magma, magma
Tell me what I'm supposed to do with all of this anger?
There's nowhere to hide when it's inside of you, ain't there?
And there's nowhere to run when you the one that's the danger
Made of magma

You couldn't walk, a mile in these heels, you'd fall off
And it's lonely at the top
'Cuz the high road is a road most don't walk they just talk
And they go for the jugular, duck and cover
Suckers take a low blow to the crotch
I'm about to make a boatload of this doe, watch
And I' ma about do it all with no low blows and a clean conscience
Hearing me? Listen, this is a therapy session
Music is medicine, I can attest to this,
I'm the living proof, evidence
Owe this shit to my penmanship
Almost felt like just ending it, givin' up on fuckin' everything
Blowing up on every enemy, this is vengeance, this is prevention
This is revenge without catching a sentence
I have seen homies put drugs in they veins
Drink till they blackout to blackout the shame
I have done bumps and been pumped up for days
And got drunk and been numb and I've suffered the same
Once I wake up, still confronted with pain
What surprise it does not go away
Not with the drugs, not money, not fame
And not with the violence and not with the revenge

I'm magma, magma
Tell me what I'm supposed to do with all of this anger?
There's nowhere to hide when it's inside of you, ain't there?
And there's nowhere to run when you the one that's the danger
Made of magma, magma
Tell me what I'm supposed to do with all of this anger?
There's nowhere to hide when it's inside of you, ain't there?
And there's nowhere to run when you the one that's the danger
Made of magma