Save Me, Senpai!

Wake up, go to bed, like I've done before
All the hours between never matter though
Nothing to witness, nothing to see
And surely nobody wants to bear with me
It's quite tragic, frankly
It could be so rich, but my life is empty
Over a decade, always the same
Still hoping there's someone else to blame
With time we learned how to cope with the world
But yet we failed to learn how to cope with ourselves
So we try to escape and make it through the day
Glued to the screen we dream ourselves away
From this life we ruined ourselves, self-inflicted hell
Hidden in a shell, I know this too well
Continuously fighting the waves
Hoping that someday we will be saved

Show me that this can be real
More than just another fantasy life will steal
And there's only one way out that I can see
I need somebody to save me, come on and fucking save me, oh yeah

We dream of what could be, the future, the past
Confessions of love and friendships that last
Insert ourselves into stories we like and carry that illusion late into the night
I wish I could trade places with Hikigaya
Have a meaningful encounter like Azusagawa
Feel a bond like Tachibana and Miyamizu and find a place I belong like the Sakurasou
Overcome the odds like Ryuuji and Taiga
Have fate give me my Kagome and let her grab my heart
It wouldn't even matter what hardships I have to face
If the journey ended with somebody's loving embrace
Yeah I know, it's fucking pathetic
And yes I admit that I fucking regret it
I've betrayed myself and I gave up normality
I won't deny I lost my grip on reality

Show me that this can be real
More than just another fantasy life will steal
And there's only one way out that I can see
I need somebody to save me, come on and fucking save me, oh yeah

All these wasted years, no progress in life
If it keeps going like that I might aswell just die
But some things are hard to change
Especially when the problem is your own fucking being
So we clench our fists and start to pretend
That we are the lone wolfs among weak men
But we can't fool ourselves, let alone the others
And we painfully realize that no one can bothered
To try and reach out, say our names without doubt
And then declare out loud that they're content and proud of the way we turned out
And the things we're about are enough to keep our names in their minds and mouths
All the things we aspired to be, the moments we're out to seek
Made room for memories of gloom and misery
It is too late it seems, I am stuck in my dreams
All I can think is "Please, somebody fucking save me"

Show me that this can be real
More than just another fantasy life will steal
And there's only one way out that I can see
I need somebody to save me, come on and fucking save me, oh yeah
Show me that this can be real
More than just another fantasy life will steal
And there's only one way out that I can see
I need somebody to save me, come on and fucking save me, oh yeah