Cross Faded

I been ducked off from the world
Biting my tongue tryna keep the peace
Old friends treat me like strange fruit
Might as well be hanging from a tree
Stressed out with probation
Tryna finish up a EP
All my niggas loved ones and fans checking for me
Nigga when you gone release

Old hoes banging my line starting riots
While a nigga tryna sleep
My wife laying next to me
Asking why these hoes calling you at three
In my mind I don't really know
it's prolly cause you everywhere they wanna be
She like if I mean all of these things to you
Why was u DM sliding last week
Ever seen broken trust from a loyal women
On her face with tears of defeat
Tears of all the disbelief like fuck nigga why me
Surely made amends in it till the end
Reassure her that a nigga in deep
That no bitch can replace her no nigga can replace me

Damn I need her she gotta feeling I'll leave her
Throw my heart she my only receiver
It's crazy
Had flashbacks last night
When she told me she having my baby
Not ready for babies
But no shame in my game
My mother called from back home
See my hard work thru the pain
Really happened at a bad time
Bills late grandmama just faded
Damn
I feel like everything changed
Really miss my grandpa
Now both my grandparents angels
Remember tryna be like Wayne
Poppin shit like champagne
Folks was talking shit like Charlemagne
Know some women stripping out Blu Flame
Got shooters dumping out the range
Swear it's nothing I can say
I could never try to stop them
They got demons numb to the pain
Came here to bring the pain
They should call me method mane
All this madness gotta method
Guess applying pressure just my preference
Pain can turn to power even medicine
All I do is shit and piss excellence
Got my bros forever they my regiment
Try appreciating all the time we spend

Damn I really been to jail
Man I really went thru hell
Stuck inside I had to
Uh
Had to go and place bail
Had to place some cash
That was almost 2 thou wow
First they love you then they hate you
Treat a nigga like bow wow
Got me feeling like damn
I'm lonely getting off this plane
Slowed down on the Mary Jane
I could never be the same
Worked so hard to bring change
Stressing like a Nigga going bald
I'm just driving my lane
Still smiling like nothing wrong

Man In my heart
Got more places than Noah's Ark
Gotta love em from a distance
And play my part
I got love for you still just like painted art
Told you I wouldn't switch that was from the start
Know this shit was from the start
I ducked off in studios working hard
now my grandma gone she can't see my art
Never got to play my granddaddy my music
And damn that shit crazy
I know they wanted to hear their grandson
Meet they great grandbaby
Pain thru the smoke finally turn into vapors
I swear that shit fade and turn into vapors
More ways to cope than rolling these papers
Done with the drinking and all the crossfading
Eastside where a nigga reside
Watch yo mouth or watch ya house
Or some bullets might fly
Pull up on Magic City
Wings from the Eastside
Middle fanger with the five
Stone Mountain Eastside