Not Good But Better

I ain't always good, but I'm feeling better though
Drinking whiskey, hetero, calendar is lookin' like the
Skillset, there ain't a lot of hoes in my schedule
Homies on the same shit, I no longer meddle though
I ain't tryna give the tea, but I got kettles though
I want everyone to love me, but I'm a rebel though
And my music take 'em places I don't get to go
Haven't come to terms with that, I'll feel more than I'll ever know

I have got to, I have got to
I have got to get away 'fore I'm out of my mind
I thought too hard, I lost you
Y'all try and stop, who really loves you? What you tryin' to find?

Try and make space for my feelings, that shit make me humble
Save grace for the meals, healin' is a stumble
If you gon' thank God for the blessings, thank Him for the troubles
Get a couple chips, and then they fold, that's how the cookie crumbles

I guess I let the fear project
I say, I love, they hear, reject
And here's the rub, I made a mess
I cleaned it off by bleeding less
Can't understand what we accept
Can't understate how we neglect
They underrate 'til we give less
I'm underpaid, I'm overstressed

I ain't always good, but I'm feeling better though
Drinking whiskey, hetero, calendar is lookin' like the
Skillset, there ain't a lot of hoes in my schedule
Homies on the same shit, I no longer meddle though
I ain't tryna give the tea, but I got kettles though
I want everyone to love me, but I'm a rebel though
And my music take 'em places I don't get to go
Haven't come to terms with that, I'll feel more than I'll ever know

I have got to, I have got to
I have got to get away 'fore I'm out of my mind
I thought too hard, I lost you
Y'all try and stop, who really loves you? What you tryin' to find?



Credits
Writer(s): Marlon Sean Cirker, Matt Eke, Guillermo Galvez
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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