Delusions

All in my head, head
All in my head, head
All in my head, head
All in my head
I wanna be famous but I guess that's just all in my
All in my-
People been telling me how to live my life but I don't listen
Let me live with my mistakes and my choices bitch it's my decision
Looking back on the empty pill capsules how I don't miss it
Lot of names I've mentioned for the wrong reasons
Why'd I go and diss them
Take a couple perks to numb the pain
I'm ten deep but it still won't go the fuck away
Take me back to them old summer days
When it felt like our life wasn't plundering
Got my heart crushed I won't love the same
If it wasn't for my sister's and my girl I would've gave my life
To the Devil for the fame and wealth
Instead of trying to gain it right
Looking back on 2017 like "If I Could" is a waste of time
Sometimes I talk to God one on one and tell him how I hate my life
Had to make some hard choices but it was easy to cut fakes ties
And to my old friends who were there for me how do I make this right
I guess I just might be-
All in my head, head
All in my head, head
All in my head, head
All in my head
I wanna be famous but I guess that's just all in my
All in my-
Any problem I faced I had my brothers by my side
I don't know what I'd do if they weren't down to ride
I keep reminiscing on how I almost died
But I always always came back to life
I guess they want me to traumatize the little guys
Who though it was A alright to bully me through the day and night
Remember looking into my mother's eyes and told her
"I'll be a gazing light in the darkness to help her through the night"
I won't quit until it's my time to go
I'll just spit until my rhymes are dope
Until I'm just about as toxic as them isotopes
I wanna shine just as bright as my idols glow
Will I ever let of the gas pedal I don't know
Like Travis I'm about to go to psycho mode
I don't know if I'ma blow but I won't stop until I'm the G.O.A.T
And that's a motherfucking promise hoe
If you cross me I don't pray for you
And I don't care if you hate me too
I just won't stop until I'm on a stage and do
A couple shows until I get enough to pay my dues
Think about a milli I wanna make a few
Biting bullets until I break a tooth
I won't stop until my dreams come true
On my mother, sisters and Kaleigh too
All in my head, head
All in my head, head
All in my head, head
All in my head
I wanna be famous but I guess that's just all in my
All in my-