Trainwreck

I wish I was better at this life
At being human and making full sentences
At feeling emotions and sleeping 8 hours a night but
I can't even seem to do that right
I fail at things that I do every single day
It's so pathetic that I would cry if I remembered how
Why can't I seem to lose any weight
My hair is falling out of my dumb stupid head
And it takes all my effort just to stay this sad and alone

It all feels like a cruel joke
Don't get me started love
I've already lost

I feel like I'm due another try
I messed up this one enough for a second chance
Or at least a different job I don't hate so much please help
Sometimes I seem to make myself feel sad
Like when I buy a game I know I'll never play
Or spend entire days on the internet looking at cat pics

It all feels like a cruel joke
Don't get me started love
I've already lost

Will things get better now
Or someday later how
Do you feel you've had enough had enough
I just want to feel rested for one day goddammit



Credits
Writer(s): Bijan Eghtesady
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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