I Am Not Okay

"Hey! How are you doing?
Ähm... sure!
I'll be at tonight's party.
This is gonna be so much fun...
wow...
See you later"

You're making me wanna say:
I'm not scared and I don't go astray
And I'm never upset in any way
– No way! Oh oh ohoh
I'm feeling so fucking fake
when I'm putting on a smile to make
You think that I'm okay

But baby
I am not
okay
The truth is I am not
okay
The truth is
I am

kinda tired of telling lies
to cover my defective life
You think I'm fine,
no matter what
The truth
I am not

I can't keep up with your lucky streak
Feels like the world's one step ahead of me
And I really really hate to compete
Indeed
Oh oh ohoh

I hate to cover up mistakes
but I'm putting on a smile to make
you think that I'm okay

The truth is
I am not
okay
The truth is
I am not
okay
The truth is
I am

kinda tired of telling lies
to cover my defective life
You think I'm fine,
no matter what

The truth I am not
okay
okay okay...
The truth I am not
okay

They say:
Dance like
nobody's watching and
talk like
nobody' listening
And sometimes
nobody's listening to you
to you when you say:

It's okay It's okay
If it's not some days
It's okay It's okay
Some will feel the same

It's okay
If you are really not
okay
I am not
okay
The truth is I am

kinda tired of telling lies
to cover my defective life
You think I'm fine,
no matter what

The truth is
I am not
okay okay okay
It's okay It's okay
If it's not some days
It's okay It's okay
Some will feel the same
It's okay

The truth is I am not
okay



Credits
Writer(s): Ladina Vaigt, Peer Lundie, Tom Woratschek
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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