Faint

There's a part of me
Self consumed with what I see
Like a wound that breathes
Hiding somewhere underneath

Endless vanity
Taking hold of all that I believe
To be

Why am I
Always blind
From all the things I need

Can I find
The beauty inside of me
All I see is worthless
Suffocate
I don't know how to be free
From me

There's no end to this
Back and forth inside my head
It's harder than it seems
Everytime they look at me

Drinking endlessly
The weight of this is just
Too much for me
For me

Every day
I feel this shame
That no one can relate

Can I find
The beauty inside of me
All I see is
Worthless
Suffocate
I don't know how to be free
From me

I always wanted to be something
More then what I see in front of me
I've torn myself apart for too long
Living such an endless cycle

Dealing with myself in silence
This body holds me like a prison
Conflicted by my sense of purpose
I can't run away from this

Can I find
The beauty inside of me
All I see is
Worthless
Suffocate
I don't know how to be free
From me

I'm shaking
I'm wasting
I can not feel
Erase me
I can't eat
I hate me

Please just leave
Just leave me



Credits
Writer(s): John Lockwood
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