Suddenly

I got talents, but I'm about to waste 'em
I had chances come and go but I never take 'em
Oh
And I don't want to lose, but I'm too scared to win

I be sitting in my room just try to play pretend
I be taking all these L's and never getting a win
Fuck a friend, I need bands at every chance that I can
Got this pressure on my shoulders and the world in my hands

And they don't know what's up with me
Fuck you, yeah, I don't want your company
Yeah, out of nowhere everybody's loving me
How did everything change suddenly?

I've been the same me ever since the jump
And I was there trying to convince you I was the one
But it was all hate, no faith, never could appreciate
Try to call me back right now, it's too late

Too late, too bad, I'm not sorry
Trying to do my best 'cause that's what's best for me
And I ain't worried 'bout you, so why you worried for me?
Never showed love and never support me

And you never showed love
And you never showed up
And you never gave a fuck
But I'm pretty sure you told me to give up

I got talents, but I'm about to waste 'em
I had chances come and go but I never take 'em
Oh
And I don't want to lose, but I'm too scared to win

I be sitting in my room just try to play pretend
I be taking all these L's and never getting a win
Fuck a friend, I need bands at every chance that I can
Got this pressure on my shoulders and the world in my hands

And they don't know what's up with me
Fuck you, yeah, I don't want your company
Yeah, out of nowhere everybody's loving me
How did everything change suddenly?

And they say I be going through changes
But they don't understand what the fuck my pain is
I'm trying to put these diamonds on my neck and my bracelets
And I'm gonna do whatever it takes to make it

I've been down bad in my head and my mental
I've been going OD, yeah, I'm not gentle
Owning all my problems, yeah, this is not a rental
And I'm getting all these bands so it's never accidental

And you never showed love
And you never showed up
And you never gave a fuck
But I'm pretty sure you told me to give up

I got talents, but I'm about to waste 'em
I had chances come and go but I never take 'em
Oh
And I don't want to lose, but I'm too scared to win

I be sitting in my room just try to play pretend
I be taking all these L's and never getting a win
Fuck a friend, I need bands at every chance that I can
Got this pressure on my shoulders and the world in my hands

And they don't know what's up with me
Fuck you, yeah, I don't want your company
Yeah, out of nowhere everybody's loving me
How did everything change suddenly?



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Writer(s): Jake Stark
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