Who I Was

I've got something to say
But I don't know how
The words that are coming to my mind
Just don't seem right

Sometimes I feel like I'm damaged
Like I've been through too much
I wonder if I'll ever be the same
Or if I'll ever be enough

'Cause I miss who I was
Wish you could have known
The mountains I moved
The strength I had
Was a sight to see
Now it's just a memory

You ask how I'm doing
And tell me you're here for me
But I can't help but wonder
Why you even love me

I can't seem to let go
Of what I held in my hands
Moving on is terribly hard
I'm mourning the loss of myself

'Cause I miss who I was
Wish you could have known
The mountains I moved
The strength I had
Was a sight to see
Now it's just a memory

And I know, that I can't, no I can't go back
To being strong, and carrying on, without a bump or a scratch
Use to be somebody, that always stood tall
Now I'm bending in the breeze

I miss who I was
Wish you could have known
The mountains I moved
The strength I had
Was a sight to see
Now it's just a memory