Trauma

I locked my heart away
After everything I'd been through
I just couldn't take
Any more pain
And now I'm to blame
For burying my issues
Instead of facing the reasons that I'd changed

So now I've been working on who I'll become
I've had so many guards up that must come undone
And I hope you're not tired of waiting
I wanna get to the point
Where I don't need saving

'Cause I don't wanna say too much or give too much away
Don't wanna make you carry burdens you were never meant to face
Don't wanna make you feel like it's your fault
When I feel down at the bottom
Before I meet you, love you
I need to deal with my trauma
I need to deal with my trauma

I've never known what it's like to have love after chaos
I'm starting with me, and I'm still feeling lost
I'm trying to find you
But I must remind you
A part of me is dying

And I don't wanna say too much or give too much away
Don't wanna make you carry burdens you were never meant to face
Don't wanna make you feel like it's your fault
When I feel down at the bottom
Before I meet you, love you
I need to deal with my trauma

'Cause after all I'd been through
I had to walk myself through Hell
And who am I to put that on anybody but myself
I took some steps, I'm healing much
Faster than I'd hoped
I just wanna let this go
I just wanna let this go

'Cause I don't wanna say too much or give too much away
Don't wanna make you carry burdens that were never yours to face
I need to deal with my



Credits
Writer(s): Cassidy Kear
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