PosiTive Vibez

Kind of kind
Guy with the pride
Even if the thoughts on my mind suicide
Know the heart still pump, I'm on Positive vibes
My dark half asked "If I died, would you cry?"
Better off shedding tears while I'm here and alive
Still got folks I ain't see in a while
Even if I'm here full of life, man I still get tight
That my brother not here, I survived
Never thought I'd hold so much pain up inside till I let it all out
Hella pain I was spilling
I want to sustain in a good sense of healing
I never could imagine all the ways bro was feeling
The memories are stained from the Blood that was spilling
Situations tend to happen when I'm good, then it isn't
The facts say I'm not insane
Is it strange I got happy when I seen his Killer's blood on the cement?

Already know I'm lying, cause it didn't give me joy
It got me sicker, never filling in the void forever missing
You thinking it got better? But it didn't
Bro in heaven, while I'm sinning
We should both be here enjoying getting chicken
I'm praying to the lord for better livings
Shit got foiled when I didn't
Now my brother in the soil, are you kidding?
I'm level headed, know it look like I'm never tripping
It's like God got me laced up when I'm spitting
These labels steady tryna get my signature inscription
If you signing me then I'ma need a lawyer for I get in
Before that had to do more independent
Be making mama proud, I for sure know I'm winning

I'm winning, getting to it, never claimed the top place
I be snapping for the people that had Said I'm not great
For the safe niggas fronting, liars cap in my face
Had to get it outback, know we play at high stakes
If you don't really want it, best believe that I take
When I get the ally oop, Ima make the glass brake
This Jawn in the club tryna make that ass shake
She on everybody, I would think it's Bad taste
I been through the suffering, life in bad ways
Used to sleep on a rug and stuff, I don't got shame
Even through a muffler, you gon hear what I say
Got genes of a hustler, that's in my traits

You craving my place, because I'm going dumb again
I said let me slow it down, so you understand
How you smile with ya hands looking out
But you wouldn't run a mile for a pile In a rubber band?
I'm just tryna wake up, get another band
If you ask me, getting bucks getting fun again
Make ya lazy ass jump, do the running man
Turn into a track star if he got a gun in hand
Money talk, you know bullshit walks
But you can't let fly if it sounds like it wouldn't land
It's just me in my eyes
If you go tryna flex on me, you'll regret when I stunt again
When I stunt, peep the colder the feet
But these words from the heart, pour my soul on these beats
I play, I play hard, yes I'm holding for keeps
I thank God and tell Malcolm, bro Look over me

Don't wanna see another one
Cause' I don't trust myself, no
I don't trust myself
I can't say I love you
I can't say I'm love em', yeah
I think that I am trouble, yeah
I think that I'm in trouble

I'm still here alive
In all honesty I'm honestly surprised and impressed
And yes I'm blessing y'all today
Cause' yesterday I was looking eye to eye with death
Outta state, in LA by myself
I ain't even tell my moms, that's just adding to the stress
I got real ones worried bout my Health
Shoutout Rai and KG, baring with me every step
Early afternoon, I was thuggin' it till the evening
The ER got me waiting forever, I'm barely breathing by second
Skin got itches from head to toe, where my feat is
I'm thinking like "Damn this how y'all got me?"
Originally I was gonna let the beat rock
Guess God looking out, life had almost rocked me
If my eyes shut, might've died in my sleep
Told myself to wake up, thank god I got me!