My High

You told me that I was your drug
Guess I was the only one gettin' high
You said that you'd fight for what you want
Since when was I ever, ever the one?

I finally felt like I was loved for the first time
But I never know you had the plan to take it away from me
All these thoughts in my head got me screaming once again
I gave you everything I had, in exchange? Insanity
Why have you given me hope in the first place
If you're only gonna leave me for my flaws and my bad days
Do you ever wake up knowing what you did
You made somebody feel special then you just disappeared (Pfft)
'Was I enough for you?' is the question to the answer that
I never knew, I guess to you our love was never true
I wanna hate you but I just can't
I used to be your Queen but it feels like now I'm just your servant
Should've known from the start you were gonna leave
Tellin' me all those lies that I stupidly believed
I was intoxicated yeah it's complicated
When I see you with her I get so irritated
Yet I still want you and it's driving me insane
You told me I was your drug but in the end, I was your game

You told me that I was your drug
(Your drug)
Guess I was the only one gettin' high
You said that you'd fight for what you want
(You want)
Since when was I ever, ever the one?

Oh the one
(Oh the one)

I was willing to be somebody you could love
Didn't know you were an angel that had fallen from above
You helped me glue the shattered pieces made me whole again
False hope is what you gave me 'cause you just left me broken
I really thought that I was gonna be the only one
Then I realized I was wrong the moment I knew you were gone
Now we're back to the start where you mess with my heart
Only now you don't fix it you just break it apart
So why are try tryna put all of the blame on me?
I'm the one who should be feeling all this misery
And yeah I may be jealous not because of her
I'm only jealous of the past and the way we used to be

You told me that I was your drug
(Your drug)
Guess I was the only one gettin' high
You said that you'd fight for what you want
(You want)
Since when was I ever, ever the one?

Oh the one
(Oh the one)

Now, we were never really perfect
Fix me up and leave me broken
You cared and then you lied about it
You can't break my heart again

You told me that I was your drug
(I was your drug)
Guess I was the only one gettin' high
You said that you'd fight for what you want
(Want you want)
Since when was I ever, ever the one?

(Oh the one)
Oh the one
Oh the one