Pain

Hey Heyyy
King
Wasted time, broken promises
Dreamed of love but I never had the shit
You know loving ain't the same
Everybody play these games
I don't wanna feel this pain
So I'm leaving
I'm not coming back
Cuz When you had me you ain't know how to act
So we can leave it at that
Guess that's your definition of loyalty
That's something that we look at differently
How do you picture me
You Want me to smile, you want me to laugh?
When I'm mad and I put on a mask?
I mean, what you expect from me?
Tryna do this respectfully
They say that life is a race
Double down and I keep up the pace
Just keeping the faith

I do my best to be calm
I do my best to be chill
Know if I close my palms
And I trust in his will
I am aware, it's aggressive I am not here for acceptance I don't know what you expected
sorry to whom I've affected

I got some things in my life
I know I should let 'em go
Let me write em down
Let me take a mental note
I put it all in this microphone
Till my pain is gone
Ouuuuu

But what you expect when you walk into my therapy session
I speak facts that's the key to the lesson
It's only progression
Till death that's the life that I'm living
Enduring all the pain I been feeling
Striving to succeed doing all that I'm willing
Always staying grindful I'll make a killing
Til then
Gotta stay on my grind and one day I promise I'm gonna shine

Where does love come from? Where does it go when it's gone? What takes its place? and why does that space turn as cold and hard as stone? Love and pain