Pause

Pick up and go, just hit the door
Look at the time that's wasted huh
Wait any more, you only get slower
You on a race against the clock
You only get z's, there's no release, this a disease to keep you back
You still on the ground, get off your butt
Get back to work and make that that buck
Ain't done enough to make that cut
Too many years of giving up
I got some plans to keep demands to meet
The devil can't keep me stuck
Or maybe it's me that got me stuck
Yeah maybe it's me that got me stuck

God got the funds for my fees all the keys to my dreams
And He keep this whole thing on lock

Just can't stop cause I'm passionate
I don't need to fast when I'm passing it
That's the kinda thinking got me on pause
At least I'm aware of some of these flaws
If you read more that cause growth
Got some good advice on a bad road
Last year got a couple books from the logos
They still in the same bag from the logos

Crippled by a mind curse, help me Holy Ghost
Stopped when I'm so close seems like it's reverse
Screamed at the universe blame it on the planet Earth
Blame it on my best friends blame it on the past tense
Blame it on my mother even blamed it on my dad
You can blame it on everything I want and never had
I just wanna go off on a blaming spree just can't seem to put the blame here on me

It's the truth, no it's a lie
It's the truth, no it's a lie
Can't decide, hesitation always got me on a pause
Take the step, no stay inside
Take the step, no stay inside
Can't decide, hesitation always got me on a pause

Tryna be vectored higher
Losing direction, scalar
You should just call Him
You should just call Him

Tryna be vectored higher
Losing direction, scalar
You should just call Him
You should just call Him

I yell at God, wondering when would you call me into purpose
I'm supposed to be in my surplus
Of blessings, successes and all of the like
I look in the mirror and man I don't like what I see
I'm supposed to be, on top of the globe
Plotting to rule the whole world, and carving my path to the throne
Igniting my art, watch it explode

Forget it, my pride might make me implode
It's not problematic to put in a verse
I'm one bad decision to ride in a hearse
Oh God I hope you're hearing my cry

I've not been afraid, open up to the Ghost
Was bright on the east, now I'm on the west coast
My 24 hours might come to a close
My sunrise to sunset will not loss

I do it by force, Obi wan Kenobi
What is the cost? I might not recognise me
God I'm your image so why am I sad
Why do I feel that I'm less than a man
Why is it every time You come around I just don't hear your voice
Are You mute are You mad

In need of Your help, where do I find it
Up at the alter, or stuck in a book
Give me the chapter and I'll know where to look
I don't wanna burn, feels like I'm cooked
There has to be something that I've overlooked
I've been in your graces for hundreds to see
What is my purpose, where should I be
Feels like I'm stuck
How long will I last
My past is my future, my past is my present
My past is my joy but that past is the past

It's the truth, no it's a lie
It's the truth, no it's a lie
Can't decide, hesitation always got me on a pause
Take the step, no stay inside
Take the step, no stay inside
Can't decide, hesitation always got me on a pause

Tryna be vectored higher
Losing direction, scalar
You should just call Him
You should just call Him

Tryna be vectored higher
Losing direction, scalar
You should just call Him
You should just call Him

I've halted my journey, enough is enough
I've laced up my shoes, this road can be tough
I going all in, this isn't a bluff
God hold the cards, this isn't on luck
I'll submerge in Your glory 'til there's nothing left
I said You were mute but maybe I'm deaf
I've got so much questions to let it just be
I'll dive in the deep, just help me to see
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