Letting Go

I say, to all those times we shared
Did they even matter
Did you even care

You popped my bubble
I guess I'll blow more
I'm floating back down
Right through the hard floor
A soft-ish landing
Yet that shit still made me quite sore
Only broke a few things
Yeah, a couple floor boards

I say, to all those times we shared
Did you even love me
Did you even care

You rained on my parade
Then went and walked away
You had someone lined up
On the very next day
Then you went and hit me up a week later to say hey
See I guess that just shows me how many games you tried to play

I say, to all those times we shared
How long were you done with me
Did you even care

When I look back on our memories and at the fact
That I thought you cared
I can't help but feel scared
You convinced me that it was all love we shared
I was unprepared for you to tear it up and toss it all out
Like gum
I was dumb
I wish I knew how you felt from day one before this shit begun

I say, to all those times we shared
Why did you give up on us
Did you even care

See it's difficult
Letting go feels like summer snow, it's impossible
And I keep seeing you everywhere I go
Sitting in my room I see you on my phone and at the mall
I saw you in our favourite store
Cause apparently no matter what I do I can't seem to avoid you
But I almost said hey
When I saw your face in the food court
Sitting all alone, eating and drinking the same shit we would get
Were you thinking about us and all the things that we would do
Or was your mind on other shit maybe even someone new
It still hurts looking back thinking about how I was never enough for you

I say, to all those times we shared
Did you even love me
Did you even care