My Patience vs Everything

Everything feels so forced at this point
I'm so tired of always feeling so uneasy
And I know that you called me
Because I watched it ring
Please don't take it personally
I'll be nursing a death wish on another Sunday spent inside
By the dim light of a couple dying candles
I think you get less clumsy as you start cleaning up your own messes
Or at the very least it makes you a little more careful

And your life was a party just for crashing
Then she died right there in the backseat
I swear to god
Craziest fucking thing I've ever seen
I've come to terms with the fact that having too much
Time to yourself is still a bad thing in some regard
I think I might stop going to funerals all together
When something dies, that's it, it's dead. It's a sad thing
But it will still be dead whether I am happy or not
This is my patience Vs. My friends Vs. The distance
At either end
I am losing
This is my patience Vs. my friends Vs. the memories I've kept
And I am losing either way



Credits
Writer(s): Antonio Messercola
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