Buried Love

I asked myself is it necessary
To do a love song in the middle of the cemetery
Cause my love just died
But then it died trying
Tryna to reach out for hands that kept me drowning
In the middle of the storm you were my real silence
Even as a kid you kept me smiling
My right decision in my wrong path
Now all I got, is starring in my own past
The bright smile in my darkness
You the rich thing in my poorness
And I ain't saying that I really don't miss it
You got me hanging on an old wrench
False hopes in a haystack
Haystack full of false hopes
Every day is a nightmare
Every night is a nightmare, for real

I'm okay
Without you, baby
But I keep lying to myself
That I'm nothing without you baby
I'm okay
Without you
But I keep lying to myself
That I'm nothing without you baby yeah yeah

Eish, I can't do this anymore
It's like I'm in war but I don't know who I'm fighting for
I'm a slave to this shit, I'm hooked in esprit-de-corps
Deciduous, sycamore, I lose life during the fall
And furthermore, the feeling's like a double door
I already opened mine, I'm just waiting on your door
I'm standing right there looking left and looking right
Couple of hours now they're turning into nights
The rain came, I was outside in my lonely nights
It rained on me, it snowed on me, couple of doors open
But I didn't give in
Just hoping and waiting maybe one day you could open
Or maybe I should have done more
Or maybe I should have broken in
But in my mind, I didn't know what's on the other side
So I pictured you happy, and I said goodbye

I'm okay
Without you, baby
But I keep lying to myself
That I'm nothing without you baby
I'm okay
Without you
But I keep lying to myself
That I'm nothing without you baby yeah yeah