6 or 7

Love for your sister
Pray for her mister
Cause he's paranoid in every word he writes

(He's not so sure) what it all will be like when it all comes crashing down
(He's terrified) of what's inside his own mind

It takes 6 or 7 lifetimes to get it right
But only 6 or 7 seconds to get it done

And I know what all I've done in this life and in my mind
With the feeling of the silence
I know the worst is yet to come

I can never imagine the amount of bridges burned inside my dream state
Around every corner, there awaits a new heavy dose of blasphemy

And I set dates for the amount of times I fail you (It's hours and hours of nothing)
If there was ever any faith
I guess it must've been a dream or a terrible nightmare sometime long ago
Must've of been some sort of fever dream I call "21st Century"

And I know what all I've done in this life and in my mind
With the feeling of the silence
I know the worst is yet to come

This can't be real (this can't be real)
This can't be true (this can't be true)
There's no space in my reality for you

I let myself just lie awake at night
Confused by the days that've gone by
It feels like I'm paralyzed
And I just wanna cry

I let myself just lie awake at night
Confused by the days that've gone by
It feels like I'm paralyzed
And I just want to cry

And I know what all I've done in this life and in my mind
With the feeling of the silence
I know the worst is yet to come

Yet to come
End the misery