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When the weight of the world, Got you down so down so Down
And you feel like you cant's
Survive
You've been trying your Hardest, to hang on to your life
Don't give up keep your head Up
Keep your head up
So it will all be alright

Lying on this floor
Nottle in my hand
Drugs in my system
Hoping I don't breathe again
Eyes to the celling
I got a moment to myself
Clearity of mind without the Voices in my head
All I've lived is pain
The struggle is all I know
So sick of being stuck
I'm a seed with no light to grow
Hope is a cough that's stuck in My throat
And the tears in my eyes is the Frustration I never show
Sick of the long nights looking Over my shoulder
Tried of losing friends when You finally get to glow up
Superficial cattys only chasing After dollars
I'm keeping my head above Water so love I get from them Is nadda
In a room full of people I Always feel alone
So if my soul Pass on I don't think anyone Would notice
Hopeless
How I feel every single Moment
Afriad to stick out my hand Promises are can broken
Who would help me, a dope Boy with a dream
To leave this Life behind and shine like no One's ever seen
To bring pride to my family Instead of a broken home
Be someone to look up too not Someone to be feared
Waking up in bliss instead of a Never-ending nightmare
Finally able to smile not living In constant fear
Hell even I can't invest into my Dreams
So let my heart stop So I can finally get some peace

You got this
No matter how hard the odds Get
No matter how hard the storm Hit
You'll be alright
You got this
No matter how hard the odds Get
No matter how hard the storm Hit
You'll be alright

This was me a year ago
Praying I'd overdose
On the floor of the studio
Begging god to take me home
No love lost cause I couldn't Love myself
Money on my mind wishin it Could fix my mental health
Trapped in the darkness I Couldn't find the light
Shadow Boxing my guilt an losing every Fight
Phantoms in my dreams
Pistols pointed at my head
Or the beast I had become Rolling in power pain and Death
Long nights with no arrests Meant I was with Britney more Or less
Tempting fate with every Breath a closed cascet was Coming next
Constantly covering my Conscious so I couldn't care
Malicious monsters of Madness and dispair
A shadow filled my brain
Echos in my thoughts
Either in my vains that Matched the coldness of my Heart
Foreign to showing love like I Need a green card
Made it past 25 and was all god
The system made a monster Now I'm learning to be a man
That journey has me drained
But like always I'm fighting Once again
To give me something to Believe in
Hope this gives you a reason
Don't count your blessings Before you can see them
Left my soul in prison and Couldn't buy it back
Using Hennessy and Stephanie Numb away those facts
Thought that made me Stronger but it only showed How weak I had become
Inner strength is inner peace And peace is something that We're never taught
Growing up in violence always Tends to violate
I seeked the Shorter way cause There were no options on my Dinner plate
All of these excuses I used just To keep me lucid
Now I know that my darkness Isn't exclusive
Through all of this pain, the Losses and shame
Now when I smile it's cause I Know how to love myself today

Now when I smile it's cause Know how to love myself today

You got this
No matter how hard the odds get
No matter how hard the storm Hit
You'll be alright
You got this
No matter how hard the odds Get
No matter how hard the storm Hit
You'll be alright