Demons

I am like the seasons
And when I change I watch my angels turn to smoke
I see that they were always really demons
Nowadays it's hard for most of us to find a reason
Been told that we're grown but lack the means to find a sense of freedom

I know that you've been wondering why I haven't been around
Every time I go outside I just look at the ground
It hurts too much to tell you that I think I'm going crazy especially lately

I've been sleeping too much, I've been smoking too much
Feels like I've been at my breaking point for some time now
I don't really know how I got to be this way
It's out of control now

It doesn't really matter how I feel though
Acting like it's such a big deal though
I've been suicidal on the real though

I am like the seasons
And when I change I watch my angels turn to smoke
I see that they were always really demons
Nowadays it's hard for most of us to find a reason
Been told that we're grown but lack the means to find a sense of freedom

I wish that I could tell you
I wish that you would say
I wish you'd say you missed me
You'll never go away
But that's too much to ask for
I know that's for sure
So baby please don't hit yourself on your way out the door

I've been feeling like a burden
I know that cuz of me you have been hurting
I hate the fact that this is what I've become
Sew me back together like a surgeon

I'm not the girl I thought I was
I'm a demon in disguise, yeah
And if you think that I'm lying about it
Just look me in my eyes, yeah

Take care of me, I want you
To know that I think about you everywhere I go but
I feel like we can't get close
The monsters in my head are gonna live inside my clothes

I wish that I could tell you how I feel though
I don't know if we can really heal though
How can I tell if it's real though

I am like the seasons
And when I change I watch my angels turn to smoke
I see that they were always really demons
Nowadays it's hard for most of us to find a reason
Been told that we're grown but lack the means to find a sense of freedom

I wish that I could tell you
I wish that you would say
I wish you'd say you missed me
You'll never go away
But that's too much to ask for
I know that's for sure
So baby please don't hit yourself on your way out the door

I wish that I could tell you
I wish that you would say
I wish you'd say you missed me
You'll never go away
But that's too much to ask for
I know that's for sure
So baby please don't hit yourself on your way out the door



Credits
Writer(s): Kayla Stanley
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