How It Was Always Meant To Be

Looking for a place where I can calm my mind
Lately these days that's a tall mountain to climb
Trying to get peace from wherever I can find
Is it all worth it? Please just show me a sign
I've been feeling stuck and I'm lost send help
Everything's been fucked and I just want to melt

Into oblivion maybe I won't feel anything
Cause I'm tired of dealing with everything
I need some motivation or relaxation
But how can I relax when I always feel so bad?
Just trying to remember that childhood I had
Man its a process making me a mess and now I can't fucking process

I just feel so alone
When will I find my home
I don't know
No I don't

Someone once asked me how I was doing today
Who am I kidding man they ask me every day
And I'm say I'm doing fine except we all know it's a lie
I can't sell my happiness that's something they won't buy
Everybody turns around and I'm alone again
I know I wrote a message but I'm too scared to hit send
Maybe shit'd be easier if I was a better friend
But I'm stuck here by myself with all my wounds to mend

Dreaming bout the day when I see you all again
I can't wait much longer I might break when I start to bend
They say this will pass by but motherfuckers tell me when
Tired of picking up the pieces I just wanna be whole again
Lately feeling shitty is a daily fucking trend
I'm looking off the edge thinking about the descent
If you have a helping hand it won't work if you try to lend
I'm made to be alone - it's how it was always meant to be



Credits
Writer(s): T-bow's World
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