April 7th

On this day I'll never be the same
I swear to God I always cry when I hear your name
Mommy grabs her chain, prayers are always said in pain
There's a hole in my heart and that'll never change
Why me, why me, I've been screaming out
There must be a reason Jesus can you tell me now
God tell me how you take my baby from this world
I would give my own life so that your hair can curl
Just like daddy, nose like mommy, eyes I couldn't see
Because the first time that I held you, you were fast asleep
This pain is deep, my heart fell down a hole that's steep
Without your mother I would climb the highest place and leap
Your soul I keep, Lai I swear I'll never let you go
For now I take this pain and make sure that it helps us grow
You are my glow, shine on me till the day I die
So I can hug you kiss and love you but for now you fly
I'll let you fly

Your heart was too pure, me and your mothers love was real
As emotions start to pour, I find it really hard to feel
I feel numb, I can't ignore
I feel numb, I can't ignore
You made it to seven months, on the seventh day of April
I wish that I could've saved you, I'm mad that I wasn't able
I wish God came to the table and made negotiations
Can I be my Lai's replacement, say it real I'll make the statement
But, now I have to face it
You were meant to be an angel
I just seen God's perspective, looked at it at different angles
I be choked up on my words
And my heart is really mangled
The fact that you gone absurd
God brush her hair and take out all the tangles

Out her mind and my mind, let me find peace
Guardian from above and you mine to keep
Your mom and brother will be fine, because they'll find me
I swear to God baby girl your life redefines me
A void that'll never be filled, as my spine shrieks
Wishin' that our princess was here, not in divine sleep
April seventh your day of birth, you're too beautiful for earth
God knew your worth and made sure that you won't see the worst
Of this world and what this world brings
My cherub girl sings psalms that'll cure things (cure things)
And although some of these words sting
My cherub girl sings psalms that'll cure things (cure things)

Your heart was too pure, me and your mothers love was real
As emotions start to pour, I find it really hard to feel
I feel numb, I can't ignore
I feel numb, I can't ignore
You made it to seven months, on the seventh day of April
I wish that I could've saved you, I'm mad that I wasn't able
I wish God came to the table and made negotiations
Can I be my Lai's replacement, say it real I'll make the statement
But, now I have to face it
You were meant to be an angel
I just seen God's perspective, looked at it at different angles
I be choked up on my words
And my heart is really mangled
The fact that you gone absurd
God brush her hair and take out all the tangles



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Writer(s): Nicholas Gonzalez
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